Life Known By Me

2007-10-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Alriight!!! i'm finally back liawz.. lol!!!

been quite a while since i've updated anything ^^

just got abit lazy the pass few weeks... Also got alot of distraction in my room sia... thus never had the chance to update anything hahaha!!

What so distractin?

well to start thing off i got my XBOX 360 Elite liaws!! hahaha!!! plus HALO 3 TOO!!!

went to suntec to get the first few copy in singapore!!

just this 2 items nia set my back bout $900 ?? lol!!!

but its defintly worth it^^

next my friend returned my XBOX le... i also got one XBOX at home but this one can play pirated games onez.. hahaha!!! so currently i got 2 Xboxs and 1 Xbox 360 Elite ^^

AND thats not all!!! my dear..... sister got her friend "tissue paper" *say in chinese to lend me her Wii!!!

and so i now also got Wii in my room!! wahahahahha!!!!

so distracting sia....

good thing i not havin O's or EOY examz like my friends hahahah!!! my school term just start nia =P

so can play play play!!! lol!!!

anywies heres abit bout my new sem in school

class people= Same ppl lor!!!

class name= DEEE/2B/06

Alot of boring subjects ZZZzzzzz....

ONE very tough Servo Thingy

DEEE SUCK MAN.....

should have gone into businesses courses sia... or some cooking course even better ^^

well at least got one bright side... this sem we get to cr8 an RC (remote control) aircraft ^^

lol!! hope it can fly sia...

well that enough about school le now on to some random stuff...

yesterday think i sleep too much in the afternoon liaw sia...

than at niight i couldn't sleep.... than i just start to random mesage ppl at night

but not a single sould replied me larh... so sadded... where did all they all die to orh...

hias.... now just nice 12mn le... time to sleep lo!! niightz ppl....

2007-09-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yesh!!!! Its Finally here!!!!!! MY....MY pool Table!!! wahahahaha!!! Cost A Bomb Sia... $2800 damn ex seh!!! hahahahahaha!!!

Anywies... been really busy the few days... running there running here... hias... leg wanna breakdown liaws...

but dunno why my leg tired fingers also very de tired also.. so i shall type less and let the pictures do the taking =P

the 2 birthday girls!!! middle one is my mom duh!!!

LOL cool shot right the above one??? I take one sia!!!

Btw all the photo Above Is I Took Using My Nokia 95 =P

2007-09-15T16:01:00.000+08:00

Wow..... I SSSSoooooo Freakin long neer post le sia larh!!! u knows whys??

Cause i've been working my ass the whole for last week larh!!!

Than slacked too much this week le... so forget to update^^

Anywies herez to give a brief update on the pass few day...

----------03/09/07 to 09/09/07---------

Been goin to expo everyday at 8 larh!!

For wat?? Work lo!!! must earn money to help my sis buy her birthday gift sia!!!

and u know wat i gettin for her??? a DS lite lor!!!

i 'm so damn bloody generous ^^

and as for my younger younger sister i letting her chose 5 comic books^^

eh comics book not cheap leh!!! 1 book dunno like 10plus lor!!! so freaking ex sia....

anywies.. yeah work all day,afternoon and night lor....

each time go home like 12 plus le... bath liaws than 1am liaws... no time to do anything but sleep lo!!

so never update lol!!

anywies thats the life for me during that period.. damn stressfull and tired... but the $350 really make it worth it =P

------------10/09/07-----------

today le... went out with yan fang and her friend kimberly to eat pizza hut ^^

just 3 of us nia than eat untill $90 sia...

damn ex right??? 1 and a half day of my pay gone just like that =.=

than after than they suggest we to play bowling....

than i bluff them i dunch know how to play!!!

they offered to teach me how to play so i say ok lor!!

they bowled first than i was 3rd to bowl

than my first shot i got strike their miouth drop open ^^

hias,... i could never lie well...

so they found out i know how to play bowling le lor...

than hor something funny happen... kimberly was set to roll the ball.... but during her wind up she let go of the ball...

so it kinda flew backwards towards us...

we were like laughing our butts off larh!!

what are the chances of that happenin =P

than half way throught the game i told them that if their combined scored beat my score i give them $50 to go shoppin later...but if i win they own me a macdonal student meal =P

sounds fair riight?? anywies in the end i won ;)

my score was like 114 and theirs add together was 112 ^^ just 2 points nia hahahahahha!!!

but being the gentelman i am i still let them go bugis shop shop....

so after bowling we went to bugis.. there shop shop awhile than they got to go home le.. so i also go home lo.. ^^

-------11/09/07--------

First 2 theory lesson on driving today... woke up at 8 to get rdy for it..

my mom drove me to the school half an hr early so i get to sit outside the class room read the guide book they gave me

than finally can go in liaws...

there the fellow talked about why we need a driving license, why the signs ae this shape?? what does such shape mean blah blah blah... they talk alot larh...

than 11 30 le... lesson over le... but cause i book 2 lessons in a day so i had my luch there (which is so expensive)

than at 12 went for the next lesson lo

this one also abit same as the previous one... but talk about diff things nia...

than they showed us this short clip of a road juction in india...

that junction no traffic light one... then the cars,motobikes,ppl just anyhow drive one...

we all thought goin to have an accident of something...

but than after 10 mins still no accident... u know whys??

cause the ppl there scared die...

they know no traffic ligt so they drive more carefully..

he also said to drive there u need 3 things

first one is a good horn..

cause throughout the 10 mins video.. u can hear the continous blast of the horns very de nosiy

second is good brakes

cause u'll always need to last min step on the brake one

the thirdly is luck...

that we all know why lol!!!

yeah so anywies halfway throught the lesson i got bored le.. so i hand in my attance slip and went home during the break =P

-----------12/09/07----------

nothing much happened this few days worth mentioning.....

---------today-------

lol today damn cute larh us.... yesterday i asked a few of my friends to see if they can help me carry the pool table to my house not...

than in the end only 6 ppl including me can help nia...

than when we went to get the table...

we found out that we could not get it to fit throught the door lol!!!

plus the pool table was like damn heavy lor!! 6 of us could hardly carry it sia...

so my fater say forget it larh he ask try ask professional come help disect the pool table than bring it to the house ^^

so in the end we went back to my house and played mahjong and xbox till 4 lor... hahaha

yeah and thats all that happened today... if got anymore will update again =P

2007-09-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

hias...i'm so bored larh!!!ZZZZ haven't been bloggin for the pass few days sia!! lol!!!

can say its been a very boring weekend...

boring boring boring!!!

Anywies!!! just now i went for dinner with my family to eat dinner at this "teow chu" place

very de funny lor.. is located below a HDB and hor when we asked for Ice water, they say they dun have ice water... only warm water... i was like dort?? no ice??

they say yeah, today ice never come.... so no choice lor... take warm water nia...

then weird thing is beside the resturant got 7-11

i was like they dunnno how to go there buy ice meh??

than my sister order barley water and green tea... than it took them so freaking long for it to come lor!!

than in the end my sister went to buy drinks from 7-11 hahahaha!!!

but the food was served quite fast and taste ok ok larh...

ah i got abit zi lian in the car and while waiting for the food!!

hahah my sister shot her phone infront of my face just when i took the pic ZZZzzzzz

2007-08-29T03:54:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.... had such a great day yesterday sia larh!!!...

my friends came over to my house at 3 plus than we played dota till like 6 plus sia!!!

that actually we were planing to have a BBQ for dinner ^^

but everybody was like so lazy to do anything lor.. plus they also dun want to eat half-cooked food ^^

So we went to ordered pizza ^^

10 of us ordered 8 LARGE pizza sia!!!LOL!!

we ordered from this "rite pizza" place.. it is 2 for the price of 1

so total cost quite cheap^^ only 133 nia..

we ordered
1 pepperoni pizza

1 meat lover pizza
1 hawaian pizza

1 chessy pizza

1 BBQ pizza

1 meat supreme pizza

1 spicy pizza

1 beef *something sausage

yeah than cause got a free drink for every $35 spent so we got 3 free drinks lol!!!

than suprisingly we could only finished 4 boxes nia.. so we got like another 4 pizza still haven't finished yet larh!!! and to think we thought 8 pizza was too little LOL!!!

so we palyed and played till late at niight... than after played till bored le we played mahjong!!! hahahaha!!! i played like 1 "wind" only than earn $2.90 liaws wahahahaha!!!

played till bout 4 plus 5 than i shag out liaws!! tried to sleep but cause the mahjong they play very de nosiy could not sleep till like 6 plus Yawnz!!!!

But than was woken up at 7 cause they all starting to go home.. so must pack things up

so we made quick work of things and i mnage to finally get back to sleep at 9!!! lol!!!

and so i slept all the way till 4 this evenin!! hahahaha!!! still quite tired thought!!! and we still have 1 large pizza untouched!!! lol!!!

oh and below is the ONLY pic i got for yesterday!! its taken buy a nokia 95 hahaha pic quailty not so bad larh quite clear ^^

can anyone spot my com?? lol!!!

2007-08-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

Rawr!!! woke up today again at 1 larh ^^ hahahaha another half day gone ^^

anywies to update the stuff bout yesterday, below is the pic i wanted to show u all ^^

The First pic is the jap beer one ^^ it says "super dry" but its not really dry leh.. didn't taste good anywies

This is the shirt i got from the fair larh!! Simple and Plain ^^ nice nice^^

the back view^^

And the word behind^^ dunno what it is though...=P

Yeah... and nothing much happened today in my lonely life ^^ wish i could go out sia larh!!ZZzzzz

2007-08-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

ZZZZzzzz My Hand+Finger Hurtz!!!!!

omg... i've never cut so much mauh chee in my life larh!!!

Cuted over 200 boxes of muah chee in like 3 hrs lor!!! omg!!!

ZZZZzzzzz my hand feel like it can drop off right nowz man....

hias.. anywies got lots of chio jap gurls to look at so it sorta took some pain away ^^

wahhh alot of ppl dressed up in kinomos seh!!! but i think 40% of the ppl there not jap ones sia...

yeah than i got my sister get this shirt the helpers from the school were wearin larh!! very de nice shirt seh!! simple but nice!!

*later i upload the pic give u all see^^

and i got something else too^^ "ASHAKA!!!" some sort of jap beer!! ^^ can't wait to try it tml ^^ wahahaha!!!!

riight.. and i got my hair trimed today!!! so it look less curly liaws wahaha!!!!

riight tats all for tonight folks!!! got to dota liaws muahhahahahha!!!

2007-08-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

OMG!! am i a pig or what seh!!!

woke up today at 1 larh!! lol!! have such a nice time sleepin^^

hias... anywies really nothing much exciting today sia... play com all day nia.. ^^

tml goin to changi for the japanese fair!! going there not shop but to work!!!

but before that!! goin to do my hair!! lol!!! yup yup thats all niights all!!!

2007-08-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

Wahh low lor.... some PPL!!! say i zi lan!!!... where have sia....!!! only like take 2 pic of myself nia... the last 2 pic taken by my sister one lor!!!

hahahha below is i take myself one... hahaha where zi lan riight??? lol!!!!

this one took in my moms car!!! lol!!! alot of ppl say dun look like me seh!!!

This one leh ^^

innocent lookin riight!! lol!!! i love my straight hair!! woots!!!!

but than hor pity u all cannot see my hair at the back!! lol!! long long liaws lo!!! but because it "cu" can see a little bit on the left side nia ^^

dunno if should cut not wor... later not nice liaw... ^^

AND I'M NOT ZI LIAN!!!! I JUST LIKE THE HAIR OKS!!!! ^^ CAUSE I NEVER HAVE STRAIGHT HAIR BEFORE!!!! LOL!!!!!

2007-08-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

RAWRO!!!!!Think i goin to fail my exams this time round sia...

Too many things dunno how to do sia larh!!! die die die!!!

Hias... well at least i got 4 weeks to "Enjoy" myself b4 the results come out ^^

2007-08-23T11:30:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!!! Today is a WONDERFULL DAY!!!!!

u know why??? cause its the last day of the EXAMS!!! woots!!!!

last paper at 2 pm!!! har har har!!!
no more paper = no more stress = can play play le!!!

but think hor my exam results come back i'll die lor!! hias...

this time holiday 4 week sia.. dunno what to do ^^ maybe can sleep all month again ^^ timewaster ^^

anywies think sat goin to changi to work.... some japanses fair thingy i also dunno...

but got japanses gurl i happy liaws... ^^ hahaha..

right right time now is 11.35 am... i'll shall post again later after my EXAMZ!!! wahahahahahah!!!

2007-08-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm... why is it always like this...

I Promise I Would Treat U Better…

my mind keeps tellin me to disappear... but yet my heart tells me not...

I Promise I’ll Never Let U Be Sad…

all the time i asked for was a chance...

If Only I Was Given The Chance

2007-08-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

LOL... I've Changed My Blog Skin!!!

Hmmmm today wasn't that bad leh... phy pract exam got 100 ^^
LOL FULL MARKS!!!

Hias... But alot of thing happenin atm sia...

mostly not so good thing... hmmmm dunno what to think liaws..

2007-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

LOl.. i looks So very larhz!!!.... got alot of funny comments in school today sia... ^^

Alot of them like shocked to see my hair suddenly change sia!!

All blurr blurr stand there look at me =.=

like first time see straight hair arh???

Anywies... got quite Zi Lian today(top) and yesterday(bottom) ^^

I'm Sorry For Sayin The Wrong Things

took some picture of myself.... feels so werid....
I'm Sorry For Writing The Wrong Things

think my hair abit too flat....

I'm Sorry For Ever Falling For U

BUT I STILL LIKE MY HAIR!!! LOL!!!!

I'm Sorry....

WAYNE!!! QUICK COME MY BLOG SEE MY HAIR!!!! WOOTZ!!!!

long time no see u liaws.... i wan to pawn u in pool soon!! lol!!!

2007-07-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

OMG....I Look Like "Xiao Yu" Lor!! *this is what my sister told me! =P

anywies yeah the old thomas is gone liaws... dun think he will be coming back anytime soon..

hmmm already starting to miss him liaws.... NOT!!!

lol!! i sound crazy riight?? well thats cause i am crazy!!! lol!!! and why am i crazy??

2 ways to find out... 1 see me tml in school!! or go my freindster there see ^^ woots!! niightz liaws!!!!

2007-07-30T09:23:00.000+08:00

LOL... its been a week since i last updated sia larh....

alot of projects and reports to write lately sia.... so dame lazi to do anything about it... but dun have much choice sia.. since all must hand in by next week than after that examz come liawz.. ZZZZzzzz

hmmmss yeah riight i guess i should update abit more bout my week hor?

bout nothing much happen during the week sia... only on sat where i + 2 ppl whom i do not want to name cause they never even metion me in their posts too!! went to watch the NDP rehersal ^^

yeah but before that we actually plan to go to bugis to shop abit than go to the national lib to do their project abit b4 goin to the NDP.. but in the end they shop till high liaws than go arcade there play play than forget all about their project le..ZZZZZzzzz

somemore ask me bring the laptop sia... HEAVY!!! carry it on my back throught out the day... ZZZZzzzz but i dun mind ;p

yeah... than during the NDP hor we got this uncle there very de hiong one sia.... he was like telling us whats goin to happen than whats happening and like where the fireworks r like goin to shoot out from sia..

ask him how come he know so much he said this is his second time watchin le!! lol PATRIOTIC UNCLE!! wootz!!

than when the fireworks came we like didn't kno where to look cause we're like standing in the middle and fireworks were shooting out from eithside of us and infront of us too!!!! LOL think we stood abit too close le... but it was still very de nice cause got *feel* sia...

yeah than took like a hell lot of picture sia... but lazi to upload it all..

after the NDP we hung around abit cause got alot of ppl going back also.. than dun want to crowd the train... so we walk around abit at citylink..

Than to make a long long story short, we walked walked abit, got on a train which stopped at AMK and borad another train one got off, sent the other home... and went homemyself too ^^

Even ur freinds could tell... why couldn't u??

short and sweet ^^

2007-07-23T08:18:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!.... I DROPPED MY LAPTOP SIA!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!

wahhh!!... totally stunned when it happen larh!!!.. heard a loud bang from behind that thouht what happened....

saw my laptop on the ground and almost cried sia!!!!!!

Luckily still in working condition sia....!!! but thinks its abit slower nows sia... OMG!!!!.. die larh if its spoilt... die die die die....

2007-07-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

HIAS.... Only got 2 pictures sia... so sad lor...

as u can see from the bottom pic... yesterday we went to the arcade and played some games.. than in th end only manage to get the top 3 in 1 game =.=

And theres Huixin ( i hope i spelt it riight) than Bel=Isabel and last the top half of me nia..... my small "TBL" kana blocked by the BIG score... SIANZ!!!!

arh and the highlight of the day.. fireworks display ^^ so nice sia larh!! hahahahaha!!! my suprises very de nice whor!!!! but someone dunno how to appricitae... ;)

Been planing that fireworks for months le de lor!!

yeah than hopefully will get somemore pics soon...

2007-07-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm how was today's day?? One word is all i need..

GREAT!!!

LOL how great u ask me?? lol.. dun tell u!!! =P

cause it only for my memory i dun't wan any of u all to mess with it ^^

2007-07-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

hias.. so bored sia....

hmmm went to dounut factory today!! omg the Q is like so super long sia!!!well at least i got some before it was all sold out ^^

Got 2 boxes ^^
Heart shaped strawberry dount *sweets*

Some mango flavoured dounut

Mocha dount *Tasty* White and black chocolate dounut!

Still got much much more but too lazy to upload it all sia... ZZZzzzz
sat goin to buy again sia... anyone want to come with me??

2007-07-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

OH..... watch transfomer for the second time today!!!...

was still as blurr as the first time i watch it larh... but its still nice

AND I GOT A NEW PHONE LE!!!

its some weird iPAQ phone by hp sia...

but very de cool... its like if i need to do anything with the phone,

all i need to do is like say" show time" than it will show me the time!!

if i need to call someone.. than just say "call *name" or "call *number"

SO COOL!!!! hahahahaha... plus also can go onto msn live messager using the phon lor!!!!

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Do u not Trust me??

Why won't u say Why??

2007-07-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

hias... got back all my paper le.... very de "horrigible" sia the examsz....

maths got 58

CA got 60

Phy got 67

AMMP got 64..

ACS pract got 94
ACS paper got 8x (cannot remember le)

hias.... its like OMG!!!!! I did so badly larh!!!!

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that was the summary of my miserable week.....

today also could gone any better larh....

when others say it, i just ignore it..

but when it came from u....

the words u say hurted me so much...

i never know what to say....

cause u never give me the chance to know u better...

and i blame myself too for not tellin u the truth...

cause i'm afriad u'll never accpet me if u knew...

2007-06-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

oh well... todays paper didn't go too well....

thinks must be the things on my mind larh.. sianz...

"dang nan ren very nan sia"

exactly midnight le.. hoooo.... 8 and a half hr till my next paper... hias... tough sia..

how i wish u could read my mind.. barhhh!!!

2007-06-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

crap sia... todays exams was.... BAD!!!! i really mean bad sia...

MCQ all dunno hows to do... so just write "b", "c" for all 10 questions sia...

each one 3 marks... hopefully can lucky get just pass hahahaahah!!

yeah..and nows is like 1 am in the morning... in another 9 and a half hr will be my maths paper le...

so why am i not sleeping?? cause i cannot sleep lor....

alot of things flying through my mind sia....

really ALOT ALOT....

no.. its not studys... more of a personal side type of things...

hias... am i being too nice???

is that the reason why ppl keep makin use of me to get what they want???

am i too kind hearted???

was everythin u said just to make me happy so u can get what u want???

then dumpin me aside after ur done gettin it???

the thing i do... i do for a reason.... a reason so obvious.. that even u know.. but u just act dumb... why??? so u can make use of me again... and again... and again...

I SO SO WOULD LIKE TO HATE U...

but i know... i'll never be able to...

cause i like u too much...

2007-06-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

..... still feelin very de sick today... didn't get any better sia.... dunno feel like vomiting how many times today le.... arhh....

riight than besides that woke up this mornin to find many small cuts all over me body.. huh wonder how that happen sia...

maybe it was the niightmare i had.... hahahaha...

sad.. so sickenin larh exam... hias.. must study hard hard hard lo...

only left 3 days seh.... gosh... and only 28 more days to the "BIG" suprise hahahahaha...

bah.... wish me recover soon nows... bye bye

2007-06-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Bahahaha!!! been slacking the past few days sia...

tsk tsk tsk... exams are the following week... when can i get into the studyin mood sia!!!

anywies off the bad stuff and come the new larh...

hee hee this few days very de sick sia.. than still not gettin any better!!! hias...

must be all the stayin up late and stuff sia... and also all the sleepless niightz i've been havin....

eye bgs all showin up le larh...

Yeah and i want to say I LOVE PEANUT BUTTER!!!! CHUNKY PEANUT BUTTER!!!! WOOTZ!

THREE SUM PEANUT BUTTER!! HAHAHAHA YUMZ!!

added more sore to my sored throat larh... cough cough...

2007-06-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

bah.... so sick le larh...

dunno how to take care of myself sia...

yesterday headaches, flu, fever, nausious, ALMOST wanted to vomit liawss...

friends says i pregnant sia... i guy how to pregnant riight?? guy like so cannot get pregnant one lor.. or can they?? hahahaha

bahh anywies to day also dunno is better or worse... woke up this mornin and everythin was gone le!! no more headaches, fever etc...

hahah so happy sia... than i found out i also lost my voice hahahahah!!! cannot talk sia this morning...

than after i drank like 5 liters of water in like what 10 mins?? than better le can talk wahahahah!!!

but still abit sore sia!! than somethin hit me!!

i remember my friend sayin somethin bout *yi du gong du* so for dinner i order

ONE LARGE CHEESEY DULEX PIZZA WITH LAVA CRUST ^^
ONE REGULAR CHICKEN SUPREME PIZZA!!!
AND LASTLY 24 PIECES OF STARRY HASHBROWNS!!!

and the results is... it did not work hahahahhaahaha.... got worse in fact hahahah!! but who cares!! i'm happy hahahaha cause i got to eat pizza hahahahaha!!! weee!!!

2007-06-11T12:39:00.000+08:00

ho hum.... its the next day le... no more work le... so totally boring...

→]=Life Is Such A Drag=[←

2007-06-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

why does it seems that when i had my hope r at its highest point, they come crushin down....

Really fuckin tired riight nows...

tired of tryin to be always there for u...
only for u to forget that i exsist

tired of tryin to make u happy...
only for u to forget that i was the one that made u laugh

tired of tryin to care for u...

only for u to forget that it ever happened

tired of tryin buffin myself too...

that i have a place in ur heart...

I do not know if u did those things knowin...

nor do i know if u did....

All i know is i'm so tired of it... so damn tired..

2007-06-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

bahahahahahas!!!!! back again from EXPOS!!! today worked from 11 to 12!!! hahahaha.... damn tired le... BUT MUST BLOG!!! bahahahaha...

so what can i write bout today???

ahh i know i should go straight to the main topic!!!

I DON"T HAVE A PSP ANYMORE!!!!
than means i can study le!!! hahahahahaha!!!
went to work with my psp than came back without it...
how u ask?? cause i lent it to someone hahahahaha!!! shes gonna help me safe keep it till my exams over!! wahahahahah!!! make sure i study hard hard!! hahaha

PS: TAKE CARE OF MY PINK DARLIN HOR!!! I ONLY HAVE ONE!!!!

2007-06-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

bahhhh.... just got back from work sia... hahah work only 6 hrs today than tired liaws hahahha i weak sia...

hmmm tml got to reach expo at 10 sia.... hahaha than work till 11 plus again...bahhh!!!! oh well at least i get paid ^^ hahaha 5 bucks an hr weeee!!!! so will earn 65 buck tml!!! hahahaha!!!

arh..... depressing larh!!!!.... holidyas comin le... means got to study very de hard hard LE!!!!

i'm so like goin crazy larh... CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!!!!!...

riight and i'm gonna to try get back on track again... BLOG LARH THOMAS!!!! ^^

2007-06-07T09:29:00.000+08:00

BAWHAHAHAHAHAHA............. go long neber update lehs again hor mez hahaha... only excuse is i lazy ^^ ( caught from someone whos name is a colour ) hahaha!!!

riightz anywies i updatin now cause i am really really bored in school and really really stressed out bout the examsz liaws.. bahhh....

next 2 weeks is the holidays le... but the first week after the holidays is EXAMS WEEKZ!!! BAHHHHHH!!!!.... must begin studyin again... sainz.. than like bloody hell that 2 weeks must finish 3 reports sia.... one on RWP (report writin) and 2 on REM (real estate marketin ) bahhhh....

haha nows im in school btw... havin RWP lesson hahaha just finished give my presentation... bah!!! got to wear long slevee and stuff hee hee.... first time i look so good seh ;P

anywies the presentation didn't went as well as i've hoped but still made throught it ^^

BAHHH I WANT TO KILL 2LAMECOW!!!!!.... but sadded... my sister won't let mez.. hahahahaha...

oks no more bout school... lets talk about work!!! haahaa

this weekend goin to expo work again... usually i would be happy to go work one larh... but this week event i'm in charge of is malay fair larh!!!!!!!! stupid ppl don't know how to Q up and order onez... just any how shout their order.. bahhh!!!! worst thing is i workin alone.... BBOOOOOOOO!!!!

PS: LALA is not one of them ^^

2007-05-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

haha time to update agains.. weee...

yesterday was my grandma death anni.. prayed the entire day sia. and than burned paper late at niight.... oh btw i just realized that u can burn not only money, cars, house, and clothes for them.. u can also burn cities for them... yup.. cause thats what my parents did... gosh u should see the size of the city.. its huge!!! almost 8 meters tall sia the buildings.. i was like OMG!! my grandma is incharge of entire city... haha

riight to it was quite a sight to see especially when we burned it up... WOW!!!but pity i didn't get to see it burn cause it was too late at niight le.. i went to sleep.. hias...

riight so on to today...

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yup!! thats what i had today... total BLANK!!... cause got nothing to do.. cannot go out or anythin.... BORIN!!!! hias.. hopefully next week will be better ^^

2007-05-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me!~
Happy birthday to me!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Meeeeeee~

well its offical.. i'm finally 18 liaws..

it seems like only yesterday was my birthday...

Hias.. time fly by SSoooo fast...

My wish for my birthday is to pass the highway code ASAP and get a car hahahaha!!

2007-05-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

LOL got somethin cool to show everytone sia!! and to PROVE to SOMEONE that my handwritin is BETTER than SOMEONE's one lol!!! see and weep!!!

2007-04-30T08:25:00.000+08:00

oks riight this post is give Jo Jo ( my sister) credit for the "ABCDEFG " thingy lol.. u happy now jos?? hahahha!!

2007-04-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Gosh so tired sehh.... just got back from work at expo there... wahhh stupid custemors dunch know how to line up onez... all shout their orders like the big like that..

hias.. riights aywies early in the morning wasn't that bad larh only at niight.. hahaha in the morning so borin i counted the number of flies i killed larh... but i stopped at 6 cause they just keep comin and comin hahahahaha..

yeah also i've found a new phrase that really discribe me very de well ^^

from now on i shall be known as "ABCDEFG"

" A Boy Can Do Everythin For Gurl " ^^ hee hee =P

funni sia.... recently i got so thicked skinned.... wonder why?? hahahaha!!!

2007-04-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

AARRRHHHH just who the hell R U!!!!...... who is this "Rachael" i dunch remember!!!

hias.. today on my way back from school, everything was as per normal... till i got to the bus stand...

there waiting in line for the bus 61 to come, there was this 2 ppl in front of me...

than all of a sudden the gurl turned around and call my name..

i was like..."erm u callin me??"

than she was like "u dun remember me isit?"

she said i used to call her "jie jie"...

i still didn't know who she was, i asked her if she was my sister's friend or sometin?

she said nope and left me confuse again....

than i thought she may have reconise the wrong "thomas" but when she told me bout the "german shapard" dog which we *USED to have ( it was like close to 8 years ago)

than i know she was not mistaken... she even know where i live larh... FREAKY!!

than after awhile i found out that her name is "Rachael" from her friend

and usin my small brain i deducted that i must know her from my primary school since she knows about our doggy..

and i was riight^^ she was from my school...

BUT I STILL DO NOT RECALL LARH!!!!

sadded..... riight anywies i found out she was same class as me in "4H" anbd now she studys in nee ann poly.... and i still don't remember her... wooo...

now still thinkin who she is sia... maybe can go back to "pei hwa" see yr book.. hopefully can remember than....

the amazing thing is that she could reconise me after so long larh... gosh i had the same 60+ look since primary 4... omg!! so sad!! =(

2007-04-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

I really hate u all man!! And i fucking mean it !! U told me "for live" but now?? Shit man u!! promises u all made!! fucking shit u all said!!

"FAMILY FAMILY"!! U ALL SAID!!

family do not fucking forget promises, backstab u when ur down, and fucking make up storys so u don't feel bad but make me feel i'm the one in the wrong!!!

screw u all to hell man!! asking me if i'm angry?? NNNooooo!!! i'm fucking mad!!!

"lifes full of shit" thats what i'm told... well heres what i say!! u guys R the SHIT!!

"forgive and forget"?? sure i can forgive.. but do i forget what i've forgvien?? than when will it end??

u want me out u could just say!! cooking up stupid storys that we're all still together as a family.

SCREW it man just get the hell out of my life...

I sure hell u all read this cause i'm not going to feel bad about it... U ALL are the one who should!!

2007-04-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

riight... so i'm finally tagging again hahahahahha!!! time to bring my dead blog back to life again..

so where do i begin??? last i really updates was like almost amonth ago.. but if i were to being from there its gonna be quite a long post eh?? ( not to mention that i totally forgotten about what happened in the last few weeks..)

so lets just being with this week...

riightz so i made my appearance at school lol!!! but regretted it cause i kana ticked and pinch larh... hee hee joking... i miss all ur tickling and pinching hahahahha!! wait that sounds wrong sia...

anywies saw the new batch of freshies this year... i got to say theres alot of them sia... so many new faces.. but i'm not going to know anyone of them larh so sad... why? for some reason i cannot say... only the club knows..

yeah and i finally meet my classmates too.. this time round my class only has one gurl hahahahahah!!! compared the the 3 in the previous onez.. still haven't got to know everyone of them yet but its just a matter of time anywies...

this year is going to be very tough sia... got so much new things to learn and so little time to do it... but fear not!! cause i'm going to devote myself to study really really hard !! got to make the cut!!

hmmmm what else to write... nothing interesting ever happened in my days.. ho humm....

dunno what else to post liaws le.... oh yeah got.... must start count down le... 21 more days before i have to mature... no more acting childish le =( hias.... finally MUST grow up....

riightz so guess thats all.. so will end here hahahahahaha!!!

2007-04-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

hey all.... not sure if any of u even cared.. sorry for the long time i never updated... hahahaha just nothing much to say except that i'm still alive and living life hias.... thats all bb!!!!

2007-03-12T09:59:00.000+08:00

awwww...... feel dam horrible.... caught something a few days ago... don't know what isit.... but hell it is horrible.. no energy sia... today feeling abit better le... aleast well enough to update...

hias... but than again abit lazy to upload the pic.... got quite a few to upload... so manybe can upload it sometime later when i don' feel like i'm dieing....

anywies all the best to my EEEC member who is all by now getting rdy for the F.O camp..

2007-03-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

[i can't promise u we'll get married but I noe for at least now,
tis isn't infactuation.

duncH be shy when you wanna emo to me.
just sae watever you want.
if you're not being emo to me who else can you be emo too?

tell me ur insecurities, i'll reverse them.
tell me ur deepest thoughts, i'll debate with u.
tell me u can't do certain stuff, i'll match urs.
tell me where it hurts, i'll love all the hurt away...

before u love others, love yourself first.

i'm here. i'm here to help you, to spoil you.
not to be a rebound girlfriend/boyfriend.
you're not my boyfriend/girlfriend, you're my soulmate.
lets move away frm the boyfriend/girlfriend thing..
we're soulmates.
it isnt important to me whether u asked anot.
realli...it is important to me u throw ur insecurities away.
i'm watever u want. a teacher, a friend, a loved one.
love me the way you want to,
not the way I want to.
i wont tell you how to love,
i'll tell you..
iloveyou.]

ho ho found this off my sister's blog hee hee!!! dam bored over here... cannot sleep again... ows almost 2 am le... think play too much games liaws... hias... 4 more days before i go meet my friend up in vancuvour le... CANNOT WAIT!!!!!! arrrrhhhh!!! can u hurry up and come!!!!

2007-03-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

rightz.. so many ppl talling me its results day... and also asking me what i got... so i'm going to say it here once and for all.. i got 3.576 for cum G.P.A

yeah not too bad... and if u want details read on!

CADD => A
DE =>A
E MATH =>A
IDEA => DIST
PEEE => B
GEM MODULE =>B
PROJECT 1 => B+
CRS => C+

hias... so if u ask me i think i very de tyco one sia... ask anyone of the ppl in my class..
during all the test i'm always the first to leave larh lol!!! somemore still can get this type of results WEEE!!!

couldn't belive i got dist for IDEAS sia!!! lol... all anyhow do ones
only sad thing is PEEE got a B...cause during the exam really no mood.....
hias.... better stop thinking out it before i start do foolish thing..

rightz anywies i got new songs for my blog le... note* its songs not song ^^nows here is 1 am le.... 2 and a half hr after i got my results..

2007-03-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

woah ho!!! went up to snoqalanie or however u spell that name... alots of snow there.. pity it didn't snowed while we were there.. had lots of fun!! playing with snow, still playing with snow..and played with more snow... and sled abit at the end.. woah ho!!! COOL!!! going down so fast u'll think ur ears r peeling off lol!! enjoy the pics belows!

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2007-03-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

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2007-03-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

hias... getting very de sian liaws here.... nothing much to do here sia... rain rain rain... SO COLD!!!... oh well anywies it won't be sian soon le cause my ONLY friend.... whom i can really call FRIEND!!! would be coming to visit me next next week!! hahahahaha!!! no distance too far for us!! hahahahaha

right anywies heres below some pic of my sp yr1s lol!! all of them crazy!

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2007-03-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

finally the weather turned colder... been hoping for snow.. and now it came... hahahahah!!
early this morning light snow fall fell... not really alot... but still it fell... than throughtout the day it was on and off, on and off... only till late at night which is around this time which i posted this... ahahahaha!!!!

yeah so u can take a look below ^^

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rightz... so anywies now is about 1 15 am in the morning... think i go to sleep le... tml still must wake up early.. nitez!

2007-03-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

right... now on to today's event!!! hahahaaha!!!there 2 event i wanna to share so will slpit it into 2!! yup...first event.... today is han wei's birthday!!! so we celebrated for him!! hahahaha!!

i went to bought him an ice cream cake( kids love to eat ice cream in winter... they rock sia!!)

yup.. and u can see it all below ^^

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hahaha now on to the next event....

2007-03-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

hahahaha right the first pic u'll see is one of my project in class!! we're suppose to make a model of our drawing an put in the the com to make animation out of it hahahaha super cool sia... i made a punk piggy!! hahaahaha!!!

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right than later that night we got a nice feast!!! hahahahaha!!!! hot plate sia... got beef, beans, eggs, crabmeat... and alot of other stuff hahahahaha!!!

2007-03-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha very de late on my updates le.. hahaha!!! its been awhile but its better late than never right??

hee hee yes brenna u should be sorry u didn't see my testi till now.. ^^ jk jk!!! i forgive u!! hahahaha

right and now into the 3rd week of me staying here... and i must say its not as cold as it used to be ^^ hahahah yes jo i'm thicked skinned lol!!!

right.. so to make up for all the many many days i've not been updating... i'll going to make this the longest post ever!!! hahahahha with 4 slide shows and alot of crap... hahahahahaha!!! so sit back and hope u got alot of time... enjoy my last week ^^

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right kinda forgotten what day was this but than it was a good day!!! woke up early this morning.... got pulled out of bed, and went jogging... than went to eat an all american breakfast!! when it came i was like WOAH!!!!! hahahaha it was super huge!!! take a look for it urself ^^

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than after the breakfast we walked our way slowly back home hahahaha!!! than an intresting fact i found out that day was that u know when u cross the zebra crossing u need to raise ur hand right? here they did it differently.. then use flags!! yup... just pick up the flag from the pole nearby and raise it when u cross the road and place it back on the pole at the other side!! SO COOL!!! hahahahaha

oks that the end of the first slide....... on to the next!!!

2007-02-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho.... full day agains... early morning woke up had waffles for breakfast (ps: forgot to take picture cause too hungry le) plus got bacon too....

then as it was not so cold like the past few days so when out for a cycle with the 2 boys hahahaha get to see alot in the neighbourhood..

right before that some of their friends came over for a vist ( why? cause its chinese new year here u idot!!)

anywies below are some more pic to further say my day cause i'm tired and too lazy to type any more

PS: to all the ppl who vist my blog "OHI!! TAG LEH!!!"

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2007-02-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

right.... abit behind on my updates here... hias... missing singapore already...

no new friends here yet btw if any of u all interested...

heres some of the pics with i forgot to update

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missing u the most still.. but do u care?? nope!!

2007-02-17T04:40:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho another short post again...

what begins with "heart" and end at the "heart"?
its not love.... its hurt....
ps:wayne i doubt u'll even guess what it is...

2007-02-16T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hias.... not really in the mood again....
why do u still come back???
keep having flash backs......
hurting myself to get u out......
its the only way to get u out.....
feeling pain is the only way i don't feel u....
what have i done to myself....

2007-02-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

hias... class started today le... the lecture talk alot sia... TALK TALK.... than only give us 20 mins at the end of lesson to do what she told us....
hmmm.... actually the course is not that bad lah...

just very de complicated only.... now i know why ppl say digital animation so hard to do....

anywies today b4 i went to lesson i went downtown to go see some of the shops there... went to the nike and adidas headquaters there...

the stuff there was like super cheap larh... a nike shirt the cost only $us20 sooo cheap... shoes even cheaper... only 60 plus sia.. wanted to take some pictures show u all.. but forgot i left the memory card back home so cannot take hias.....

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-
I’m going to smile.
You hurt me so bad,but maybe it's my fault,
because i stuck around too long

hias.... now u know why...but bit too late le right??? want to say forget it... but know it won't go away...

2007-02-12T13:01:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho.. second day le sia.... went to bought a canoe today... cost only bout 700 US.. comes with 2 paddles and 2 seat... very de nice deal... should have cost a total of 1k lol... buy cause 2nd hand thus cost cheaper....

the earlier post was also made today... cause yesterday got too jet lag.. knocked out at 7 lol!!... so didn't blog that day...

anywies on our way back got quite a nice view sia..... plus we also rear ended an other car sia... lucky no one was hurt... only the licence plate got dented a bit LOL!!! poor licence plate....

going to school tml le.... hias... still tired sia... but what to do??... cannot do anything bout it also... so just go lor... brrr..... btw... its SUPER cold here.....

OH and i also learnt how to pump gas into a car le LOL!!!! =P

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2007-02-12T02:58:00.000+08:00

yeahh!!!!! finally made it to seattle le!!!! super long long flight sia... hias....
I HATE U HATE U HATE U!!!! STILL FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF...
won't be saying much... just see the photos and u'll guess what a day i had larh...
BUT ISIT WORTH IT?? SUICIDE THOUGHTZ STILL HUANTS ME...

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TRYING TO GET U OUT OF MY HEAD... LOVING U HURTZ...

2007-02-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

hias.... finally the truth has been shown..... was kinda wondering when they were going to tell me....

hias.. such things can't be forced... even though i was hurt ( and hurt quite bad)... my life really still must go on ain't it?....

the only problem is... just how long will it take??... cause its like hurt reall bad...

well its almost time for me to fly liaws.... mind still thinking bout it... soul trying to get rid of it... heart is still hoping for it.... body just couldn't take it... hias....

crying doesn't really seem to help... only make me feel more depressed....
tears shed wasn't as painful as the tears shed in my heart....
wish i could forget everything.. but i know even if i could, it would never be the same again....

all i want now is to live life.... the way i lived b4... cause weight the options now, at least i won't be hurt....

going to miss u all..... hope that this trip would clear my mind and change myself too....

Friends 4ever......

ps: loving someone too much do cause u to get the plauge...

why didn't u say anything.... u could have soften the blow.... but u didn't....

2007-02-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

rightz its 1 am in the moring and i'm going to sleep soon le.. so b4 that lets blog abit...

rightz today another full day sia.... keep on eating somemore is eat alot at one go lor.... burb!! than tml going to eat somemore in the morning again... family want to go eat dim sum.... woooo thinking going to vomit le... hahaha what is THAT ^^

that is a small part of the prezzie i'm making!! lol this is the 2nd most innovative+creativity+special+suprising gift.....

what is the first i won't tell u!!! lol... right so anywies... hopefully it can be completed asap sia... only thing i missin is dry ice... got to get it soon or it won't be number 2 le... will be number 3... hias...

oh yeah btw in case for u ppl who is blind or just dumb! THAT is a rose made of cloth MADE by urs truely ^^ hahahaha nice right??? hee hee thank you thank you.... (abit ego here) and abit further behind u can see part of my laptop lol!!!!

yeah than i told me sis this morning bout the gift... it suppose to have like 3 suprises larh.. told her 2 and not the last one... LOL!!!!

still she say i very de ro-man-ti-ca sia LOL!!! and i think so too!!! bless this genius mind of mine.. maybe i should go into prezzie making eh?? sure to make alot of money sia... lol!!! right so if anyone out there wanna give something ro-man-ti-ca to ur gf/bf tell mes... i sell u my idea very de cheap one... hahahahahaha no garentees arh... lol!!!

i'm trying my best but i just can't seem to get u out of my mind....

2007-02-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

totally lousy day today... woke up at like 10 plus today... felt like going to go take shower but didn't... so contiuned sleeping till bout 12....

than when i wanted to talk a shower... no water....i was like DOTZ.... someone never pay the bill isit?? then i try calling my mom see what is wrong.... no eletricity also... screw like larh.... lucky human race invented this thing called the handphone...

she called me b4 i could call her... yeah than she told me got someone come fix something so no eletricity and water till 3...

than i shiok le lor... no need to shower till than lor.. so i took the next course of action... went back to sleep again...lol... sleep till 2 plus wake up OH got eletricity le... and got water too!!!

but funy thing is when i turn on the tap.. brownish water came out... it was gross man!! totally gross... but after the water ran for like awhile than not so bad le....

so yeah guess that was the most interesting thing that happened today lor.... hias...

tml friday le.. want to go eat at this weird restraunt somewhere in the city which i recently discover one... but don't wanna go alone... so ask friend lor.... than dumb friend don't wanna reply me... EVIL....

hias tml try again hopefully will reply me than.... hias....

i found out that loving someone too hard will get u heartpains...

2007-01-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hias.... PEEE test finally over le....

during the test u kept running through my mind.... can't help it...
Now got to start studying for DE le lor.. woooo

kept thinking of what i found out ealier today.... couldn't think straight.....
Only 9 more days left... b4 i fly hahaha

i finished the paper in an hr and just left the room still think bout it....
The prezzie almost done le.....

always thought that i'll cry with u... but today i cried because of u....
But got point meh???

does it make u happy to see other ppl hurt???
Hias..... not feeling in the mood today....

if i could, i'd wished that i've never fallen for u....
So i'll end here lor.....

so i won't feel as hurt as i am now.....

2007-01-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

rightz in another 2 hr will be the first papaer le... "PEEE"..... study what i could le and all i can do is hope for the best... so me going to sleep nows... so later can think with a clearer head....

Can a broken heart still beat??...i don't think so....

2007-01-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

A rose pucked from my cus wedding... hias.. so nice rightz??so pretty rightz.. hias... V day will come soon and i won't be here sia... craps... oh well.... this is a pretty latepost btw so going to end here le....

thinking of u.. wishin u were by my side...

2007-01-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

yeah finally the exams weeks has arrived!! woots... don't know why i'm so happy but i am.....

yeah anywies the last few nightz cannot sleep well sia.... keep havin some stupid dreams and stuff... weird......

right so i'm at school nows... or rather since 8... been trying to study but cannot... hias... don't know why...

rights so anywies only left with 12 more days b4 i going lo!!! hahahahaha.... alot of thing to prepare sia... still got alot of things i want to do here haven't done yet... =x

hooo PEEE test is this wed hope can do well sia....

now my tummy complaining le... never eat breakfast...hias... don't know if should go eat now or wait for the dinner tonight sia..... wooo... think i better go eat sia hahahhaha cannot tahan le so bb!!!!

hoping that u would come today...

2007-01-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

oks... so long again never blog liaws hahahahaha!! this time not too busy to blog is play too much le lol!!!!

right anywies yeah today was a very de full full day seh... woken up by me mom today at like 8 plus( super early larh!!) she ask me go shower cause my cus is getting married and we r supposed to go congraz him lor...

when reach there... wahhh got buffet sia.. lol eat alot... cause never eat breakfast... than gambled a bit.. lost alot lol... could never seem to win anything when i'm with them larh....

then went to go visit my ONLY friend ^^ hahahahaha.. he said got something exciting he wanted to show to me... keep asking him to tell me what he didn't want to...want me to see with my own eyes....

so went to his house to see whats the big fuss... in the end its just because he got a laptop..... ULTRA LAME LARH!!!!.... but nevermind my ONLY friend is like that one hahahahahaha... right so than we went to go eat burger king!! hhahahahahahaha... was still quite full but still go eat lol pig liaws me....

than we went to play abit of pool..... even though i was good, he was **** lucky lol!! nah its just that he got more skill than me... hahahahaha...

right than after playing a few rounds of pool.... went back home to make" chocolate cake " and went out again to contiune play pool!!! hahaahaha must practise if i wanna be as "LUCKY" as him sia...

than round 7 plus finally my other friend came le... and guess what we did?? we went to EAT!!! lol!! we ate at IMM there is a place called " pepper lunch" super delicous sia the curry beef rice WOOTS... but today order double fish meal and buger with chicken meal cause she cannot eat beef... than didn't knew the burger was beef till it came...

ate SSSSooooo much le but still feel a wee bit hungry... but must control myself cannot eat too much... later grow fat agains... hias.....

we went walking around IMM for awhile... but b4 that i found out something very de interesting.... at IMM, when u using the toilet there never close the door... u know why? cause the door spoil le will lock itsef one.... hahahahaha serious..... so better be careful sia when using the toilets there....

right so we walk walk walk talk talk talk then sent her to her stop than i went home le lor... hahahahaha..... today is definetly a FULL day LOL!!!!

the feeling i had when i was with her seemed so much more....

2007-01-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

oh my today was a freaky day... keep having this feeling of inpending doom sia...( not sure if i got it right yeah but u know what i mean....)

anywies todays kinda full for me... woke up at bout 9 plus and than when back to sleep again.. lol didn't know why i woke up so ealy... yeah then slept till 1 the got a call from wayne hahaha.. wanted me to go out with him... yeah so spend my entire afternoon with him than later with his friends....

yeah an interesting fact today... i got owned in pool by a girl i taught!! wooo..... beginer's luck sia... hahahaha...

yeah nows watching this horror film.... could see what is so horror but it sia.... hias... only 20more days till i'm gone...... hias.... going to miss her (v_v)

never knowing u seem so much better than missing u.....

2007-01-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

hias.... had the worst dream ever last night... everything felt so real... even though i know it was a dream but the pain i felt in my heart when it broke into a million peices feels so real.... it really hurt when i read those word....just could not belive that it would happen sia...

hias.. thinking bout it i remember that there was one more message just before i woke up... never did had the chance to read it.... i wonder what it could have been... could it hurt me more??......

the scars left on my heart would tell u the pain i felt.....

2007-01-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

hahahaha i'm looking at my blog and gosh hahahha almost one week never update le hahahaha was i really that busy??? gosh..... oh well anywies... yeah finally got the most of the work done le... so can take a breather... phew..

right and the exams are in 2 weeks time.. so got to go back to studying le hahahahaha.... right anywies last few days, or weeks have been pretty hectic for me.. work work work hahaha.. ok also got play larh but than ahahahahahaha!!!

right lets not dwell on the past now shall we?? hhmmm yeah and i got my flight plan to seattle le... hahahahaha long sia!!! leaving on feb 10th.... 6 am hahahaha exams end on the 9th.. hahaha weee only 14 hrs after the exam ended to pack.. hahahaha rush rush rush.. right to i'll be leaving at 6am than sitting on the plane for like 6hr 40 mins than i'll land in tokyo ^^ hahahaha

than must like wait for around 1hr 45 mins than go board another plane to fly me there which will take another 8 hrs 50 mins!!! hahahahaha and guess what?? when i reach there it will be 7 15 am on feb 10th hahahaha

so in the end i'll be spending 15 hrs 30 mins on the plane.... SIAN ARH!!! think better look for a good book to read on the plane sia.... anyone got any suggestion plz say hahahahahaha

this is thomas signing off liaws hahahahaha!!

the distance we are apart is nothing compared to the distance our heart is apart...

2007-01-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

i've got no more money le!!!!! NO MORE MONEY!!!! MONEY!!!! wahhhh boo hoo hoo!!! hahahahaha!!!!

oks very de short post today... casue i'm not allowed to talked bout it so... yeah... that all i got to say..I've got NO MORE MONEY!!! wahhh.....

yeah and one more thing.... a little hope is sometimes the best =)

hope must be accompanied by faith for miracles to happen...

2007-01-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

arhhhh.......... so tried... hahahaha at least it was better than yesterday sia......today is the second day of the spnnovex event..... really alot of ppl here today.... all the school children kept coming in hias...very de complex sia... so much ppl to handle hias... well think its better than yesterday..... when the event finally over a i've finshed my work, and when my head hit the pillow i went straight to dream land!! hahahaha... but then woke up in the middle of the night cause got tummy ach... lol!!! and i found out that the school's toliet is freaking scary in the middle of the night hahahahaha!!! couldn't see anything on my way there larh... OH and on more fact i found out! girls ARE DEFINETLY more cleaner than us guys hahahahaha!!! oh well... still got my school work haven't done yet... also haven't started to study for the "end year exams" hias.... hope can get my act together for if soon hahahaha!!!!... well got to end here today le..... got to try to finish some of the school work before the school starts... chows and bb!!!

wondering what u r doing nows....

2007-01-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

hias..... so tired sia.... hahahahaha second night at school prepearing for the spinnovex event... hahahaha awhole lot of stuff to do sia.... holiday homework still haven't done yet larh
still got PEEE PBIL and E-learning, Emaths worksheet, DE PBIL and E-learning and my gems!!! all haven't touch yet larh!!! don't know how to complete them orh..... super stressed... also still sick sia... stomach trouble and fever WOOOTSS!! hahahaha... semester year is going to end soon le... which means i'll be leaving singapore soon le.... wooooo.. gonna to miss her...... hahahaha anywies quite long never update le cause really too busy liaws..... OH and guess what wayne hahahahahaha!!! i got a house for my new year's gift hahaha!!! i'll tell u in details when i get back from home or something....oh and i also reach my target of 70 le!! hahahahahaha!!! sad side is that all my jeans cannot wear le cause too hahahahaha they drop right off!! weeeeee!!! rightz anywies where u go orh!!! cannot contact u larh!! ah well must be having too much fun clubing le hias.... clubing is bad for health larh!!! get "furbbies" very de easily.... and if ur wondering what is "furbbies"... i also don't know hat it is =) hahahaha!!! well got to end here le... still got many things to do... will try to update more often..... chowz nowz

2006-12-25T02:40:00.000+08:00

lol!! todays christmas cele was a success hahahaha although still gota whole lot of fgood left but still hahahahahaha GOOD!!! also completed another thing^^ hahahahaha thought i was going to have to stay there till morning... but then her sister came out to get something then found it hahahahaha!!! should have placed it later larh.. but ohwell.... hope she likes it hahahahaha!!!

what i do, i do with a meaning and with my heart....

2006-12-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

sian..... now 1:30 in the morning... cannot go to sleep sia... outside also still raining... hmmmm the sound of the rain hitting my window sounds so nice larh but still cannot sleep... hais... think maybe i'm still too depress le bah... so lonely at home sia... wayne gone off to malaysia liaws... leave ma alone at home... hias... sian...

anywies christmas is like just around the coner... hee hee can get przzies again hahahhaha so nice... big plans this christmas... very de big ^^ hahhha!!

anywies now is the 3 weeks school holiday le but jugding from the current situation... my 3 weeks is like gone le larh... everyday must return back to school... sian yeah!!!!

i want to go out watch movie sia.... anyone interested anot?? wanna join me??.... hmmm oh and i uploaded some pic my sister showed me in my previous post... very de nice right?? love those pics larh... so cute hahahha... also quite true sia some of them.. hias...

pictures are worth a thousand words... to me those pics are every word i wish to say but can't....

2006-12-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

hias..... once agian i'm all alone at home... today me family went to bangkok without me..... SAD!!!... the 2nd trip le lor!!! crap larh...

so quiet at home.... woo..... think i will go crazy lor...won't someone be with me....

its not lonelyness that drives ppl crazy... its thinking bout you which does...

2006-12-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

hmmms.... let see nows... what can i say bout today???

todays the bowling competions day.. yup... total of 16 teams joined.. think bout half the teams all from EEEC ones.. but anywies we had a fun day bowling our ass off sia... first game i only scored bout 90 point!! wahhh so low!!! then other teams all like get 100 over... wahhh die le... then think too long never play le so don't know how to throw straight ball...

but then after that first game, we had to contiune playing the second game.. wahhh no break...... but nevermind... so we play lor... then this time better... scored 122 hee hee....than end game le lor... think our teams average is about 110... not too bad... lol the staff team got an average of like what 130?? so much larh!!! they super pro sia bring their own ball....

then after the game we went to eat then went back to see the second half of the teams play..... i see them play i also want to play... so our team went to go play 1 game lor( this game we paid ourself one).... wahh then i also don't know what happen seh... end of that game i got 163!!! hahahaha the highest score of the day!!! woots!!! next to me was hua xiongs one with 152 i think... then got andrew 146... wahh.... sad seh.... but anywies our team did manage to enter the finals... hee hee..

and incase ur wondering my team consits of andrew, kelvin, johnathan and ME!!! hee hee...

rights.. oh and i almost forgot the best stunt of the game during the compition was that andrew threw a curve ball too hard and it went into the right gutter only to jump out and roll into the left gutter.... didn't know what it was possible!!! lol!! pro sia he ^^

i kept missing cause i keep turing my head each time to see if u came... but u didn't....

2006-12-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

lol.... was packing my room today when i stubbled onto something i haven't seen for quite a long time.... hee hee its my first "letter" yupz...

this is the front view... hee as u can see its addressed to me ^^ hee hee

and heres the back view... hahahha..

This is the first and only one i've gotten... hee hee... looking at it brings back lots of memories sia... reading it brings back even more.. hahaha

I got this round when i was in sec 3.... from who i won't say larh and what written in there... hahahah u'll just have to let ur imagination do the thinking lor ^^

hias... so much things i have forgotten......

love notes are meant to be kept a secret... thus i didn't let u know i love u...

2006-12-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

rights.... nows is like just after midnight liaws.... still got so much more work to to... sian lo....

can't wait for the holidays to come faster.... then can sleep whole day hahahhaha.. yea!! sleeping rocks...

rights.. on to what exciting happened today!! hee hee... guess what happen? NOTHING!!! that right nothing at all hahhahahaha... so i think i end here tonight quickly go finish my work... if not later tonight cannot sleep le.. yawnz!!!

lifes a total drag without u......

2006-12-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

rights its now close to 1 am liaws.... so tired.... but got so much thats needed to be done... phew...

right also today( or rather yesterday since now is pass midnight) is my sis birthday!!! yeah!!! happie 19th birthday jie!!! yeah u are older liaws!! hahahaha!!

anywies we went to dan rayan there to eat... wahhh big big serving... can't finish mine so in the end i ta bao go home hahahha tml go school can eat...

yeah today me moms told me that i should chose my course which i wanna to study for sduring the 9 weeks school holiday.... wahhh plenty of courses to chose from hahahhaah don't know which to take sia.... holiday still got to study... hahahhaha.... nerd sia me... hee hee...

anywies i got the add photos liaws.. hahahahha alots sia.... but me going to upload a few onlies... cause really really too many liaws....

now this is some of the year 1...

some of the good looking yr 2s

jeremy the super tall yr2 and shu jia the yr 1

ronald and shu jia again....

last but not least ^^ me and ash^^ hahahahaha!!!!

rights nows getting late liaws.... i will somehow try to get all the photos up.. don't know how but will!!! nightz!!

its feelin i ca't describe...... but it ain't good....

2006-12-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

hias.....its going to be a tough holiday sia... with the innovex event coming up and exams just round the corner... hias... think may go crazy..... hahahahaha

found out today that she didn't not com to school (no wonder she was online for so long) yeah messaged her to ask her what happened... she said she hurt her ankle( wah shocked sia when i heard it) .. it seems she sprained it when she slipped on the stairs.. hias... must be more careful sia....

quite bad for her to be hurt nows lar.. with the exams coming.. hope she recover asap.. also hope that her study ain't affected sia :(

yeah... had a really bad tummyache today... but manage to tahan till i come home... wahh real painful... hee hee.... but after make cake liaws not so pain^^...wooo feel the pain coming back agains liaws... maybe i'll pon tml's class... hias... wait tml is de... cannot pon... need to attend that class... hias.... oh crap just remember i also need to finish the PEEE HW asap... hahahahaha lecture wants it like 3 weeks ago larh.. but i keep forgetting hahahaha...

hhmmmm... 3 weeks of holidays coming soon le.... but actually only one week lor... cause last 2 weeks need to go back to school for sinnovex comi main event... sian!!!!!...

also long time no go watch movie le... i wanna watch "open season" and "step up" larh... but think no time....

and me parents going to bangkok next weeks liaws... again i'll be alone at home... bloody sian.... WHEN IS THE POOL TABLE GOING TO COME LARH!!!!...... oh and i changed the song on my blog le.... from "cry" to "du chang qing ge" direct translation is "alone sing love song" hee hee... quite nice sia the song...

thinking of changing blog skin too... but too mah fun liaws..... maybe sometimes during the holis bah... now must concentrate on studys so can get into aero!! I CAN DO IT!!! YES!!!

hias... now very de tired.... think go sleep le... nightz!

why wasn't i there when u were hurt?? i hate myself for leaving u.....

2006-12-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

oks.... due to popular demand... or rather just because i also got too lazy to type password each time i enter my blog.. i have removed the password ^^ hee hee yeah... nows u all can come in liaws hahahahahahah!!! just keep it to urself larh oks???

2006-12-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

yeah..... just got back from our club EEEC ADD... not a bad event i must say... food i'll give it a just pass... entertainment... hmm... all was good except one.... the stunt performace by 2 ppl... totally "STUNTED" larh!!! wahhh.. don't know why they chose them orh....

anywies... had quite a good night tonight... hee hee manage to take a photo finally with her hahahahaha!!! yup just the 2 of us.... she looked so nice larh!! hahahaha... her earrings all so very de long long ^^ anywies when taking photo with her cannot breath sia... heart also beating like machine gun like that.. hias... sooo shiok... but all good things must come to an end... yeah.. then dinner ended like round 10:30?? yeah then after that we all stood around taking photos here and there( that when i manage to take it with her larh duh!!)

got quite bored after that... so i went down to the beach for a walk... wanted to ask her if she wanna come not... but shy larh!!! so went alone.. hias.... walk walk abit then go back up... then went back down again.... but this time YY was with me larh... we walked abit talked abit then went back liaws.... hahahaha on the way back see got 2 couples coming down to the beach hahahaha which 2 i will not say cause i'm not that bad.. hahaha yeah...

during the walk.... my mind was much calmer liaws.... can at least think abit straight..... hias.... but now starting to think alot of things agains liaws.... i wanna find someday when i can be alone.... peace and quiet... settle all the things on my mind.... but don't seem to be able to find time lehs... always so busy.. hias..... singapore where got someplace always quiet ones....( if ur going to suggest the libary forget it.... its more nosier there lor....) the sound of the small waves rolling up and down the shore... so peacefull...... i like that type of places.. ^^

--==[[ I'm not supposed to love you...]]==--
--==[[ I'm not supposed to care...]]==--
--==[[ I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there...]]==--
--==[[ I'm not supposed to to wonder where you are or what you do...]]==--
--==[[ I'm sorry, I can't help myself cause I'm in love with you...]]==--

kinda make sense don't u think... hias... love...

if only i had the guts to ask u out for a walk....

2006-11-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

hee hee... so long never updates liaws.... wanna know whys?? cause i'm super busy!!! hahahahahaha!!! real busy... so busy till i can only survive one day just by eating one loaft of bread larh!! hahahahaha.... also very de stress and depress lor.. hias.... lost weight again sia... from 78 drop till 75 liaws... hahahaha anywies now got most of the stuff done liaws so can update me bloggy le....

but don't know what to write sia.... cause nothing much interesting happened larh..... just work work and work even more... hias... reall busy sem sia....

wait maybe can write something.. yeah i just found out this monday that i got top marks for my math ^^ hahahahaha shock sia me.... my marks only 80+ ( i didn't see my marks.. is my friend tell me one..) it seems that for the last question in the maths paper i was the only who could get it right i the whole of the class hahahaha!!! SO PROUD!!! hahahahahaha... any how tikam tikam can also correct wahh!!!

oh and also my family is AGAIN going overseas.... this time to hongkong....4days 3 nights... and guess wat?? they are leaving me home alone again!!! wahhhhh!!! cause i got test!!!................

SSSSSOOOOOO SSSSSSSAAAAAADDDDD...... hias.... to much things to buy there sia.... wait... i don't actually buy stuff there right?? i just carry things only :(.... hahahahha... but still i would like to go there larh!!! so much things to see there ^^ ahh wells... my time will come hahhahahhahaha!!! yes and when it comes i'll treasure it ^^ hee hee....

hmmmsss i guess i should end here liaws.... still got a little more work to do... so chows!!!

2006-11-23T10:30:00.000+08:00

hee hee..... late post again.... hahahaha yeah got me DE test mark yesterday!! hahahaha!! suprised myslef by geting 86 marks ^^ hahahahaha another A!!! yeah!!! real cool.... now in maths lesson^^ trying to learn how to inverse 3 by 3 matrics hahahahaha!!! so coooooolll( like real..)

had a freaky weird dream last night.... hahahaha dreamt that i slept through today and waking up only on friday night!!! scared the freaking daylights out of me sia... thought it was that time of the year again... phew... anywies an intresting fact bout dreams is that one can never do what one wants in a dram cause u'll just wake up if u tried... hias...... oh well nows only left maths marks liaws... and i think i can only get it like next week sia.......

on other topics.... O's are over!! and secondary school are having holidays while we're still studing our ass off... wooooo.... wy can't holidays come sooner?? RawR!!!!

2006-11-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

alright... i know this is a little late but still better late than never... hahahahahaha!!! guess how much i got for my PEEE??? 76!! hahahahaha tyco one seriously sia...most of the question all don't know...MCQ of 6 question 4 don't know.... in the end got 3 out of 4 right ^^ so lucky!!! hahahahahaha!!! at first think i'll fail it lor... wahh but lucky never hahahahaha

next one is DE liaws.... that one i come in test late then i walked out the room in like 20 mins.... hahahahahah!!! last person to come in... 2nd on to exit!! wahh i power sia!!! exciting ^^ hahahahaha!!!

today also is suppose to get back my maths paper too... but then i lazy to wait after tutorial.. so i pon class lor!!! clever right ^^ hee hee.... another reason is cause got many many homework must hand in..... then i never do... so pon lor ^^

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YEAHH!!! my parents coming back to singapore tml le!!! so tml must go home early early!! then can see what they bought for me^^ hope its food larh!!! then can eat!!! hahahahaha!!! also they come back liaws means i'll be getting the pool table sooner too!! hahahaha!!! then like this everyday all pon class come home play pool!!! hahahahaha!!! so fun!! =)

oh an another amazing fact...

u can gain a kg if u eat 2 bread in the morning and sitting down on ur ass and not thing for the rest of the day... ^^ it happened to me!!! omg!! 1 kg more to lose :(

2006-11-20T08:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha so long never update le...

today i'll be getting back my PEEE paper and hopfully my maths paper too... yups... sudi(my PEEE lect) said average our class got is 75% with 2 person who fail!!.. very de scared lehs....

yeah also this term i promised myself to study hard and well so i can make the cut... yup... cannot slack nows.. end year coming liaws.. hahahahaha!! STUDY!!!

2006-11-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

OMG..... what a day today it was..... today is my the DE mst paper... then last night i check the time it looked like it was at 2pm so i went to sleep thinking it was 2....

The next day i woke up too a shower and did what normal ppl do in the morning... then at 1 i left for school... from my home to school it will take bout 30 mins.... so i reached school at 1:30 plus.... i then went to check the time table and to my horror it starts at 1 :30!!! i was like shit!! i ran to the class( thank goodness it wasn't far away... when i entered the room it was like 1:45 liaws.... shit only got 45 mins left....

Then that stupid lect say what must see my pass before i can sit the paper.. so i look for it and wasted more time.... when i was finally able to sit for it i rushed quickly started... i just kept doing and doing...i didn't know then time then... when i finished my paper i asked the lecuter how much time was left he said there is still 20 mins... i was like WHAT??? i thought i miss a question or something so i double check... no i did not.... WOW.... i finished that paper is like what less then 30 mins... hahahahahaha!!! and the paper lasted for an hr larh!!!

Wahh i paniced and checked again.... hahahahaha but still cannot find anything wrong lehs.... then the lect annouced that there is still 15 mins left.. i looked at my wet question paper( wet from my sweat from running up 5 floors...) then i looked at her... and i hand in the paper...!!! hahahahaha!!! yup!!! i was the last one to come in..... the 2nd one to come out!!! hahahahaha!!! sure die liaws.... don't know what i'm doing orh...

I think i somehow managed to slow down time without even knowing it!!! hahaha!!!! so cool!!! cause when i was doing the paper it felt like super long larh!!! lucky me...

anywies tml is my last paper liaws... hope it will be diff this time round... hahahahahaha!!!

2006-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

oks.... now closing to midnight liaws... and i still can't seem to get less depressed.... totaly messed up my papaer today larh... don't think can even pass sia.... hahahahaha.... if this keep ups i not sure if i can carry orh... cried on my way back home today.. hahahaha serioulsy... for no reason i just cried... not that type of cry cry... but just cry... u know when u r like kinda sad cause u watch a sad movie or something.. yeah that type of cry larh.... it was a nice feeling... for that moment i felt that nothing was there....nothing at all.....

ah wells anywies today or rather night i had wayne over to study.... but then in the end also never study... just talk bull and play play only.... then think we played abit too much liaws... hahahaha got into trouble hahahaha!! yeah and i thought him one of my best magic tricks.. called" follow me" hahahahahaha must tell me when u do it hor i wanna see the guy's face!!

ok got to go sleep liaws.... must have enough rest for tml's paper....

2006-11-13T14:37:00.000+08:00

crap crap crap........ 1 more hr to my exams.... and i still cannot concentrate..... theres still too much things on my mind..... maybe i should just give up??? no... can't..... but then theres just so much pain.... has... how i hate myself for not knowing when i've lost......

thinking bout this... i wonder when was i really happy.... i mean really really happy.... i don't know...i seriously don't....i must say... my blog has more sad stuff and crap then anyother blog in the world... hahahaha....right must look forward.... ha... that what they keep telling me... but look forward to what... i don't know... used to look towards the mst... hahahaha...but now? its only the first day.. and all i got so far is pain.... and lots of it... no stress but lots of pain...

you knows something?? 2 nights ago... one of my past friends form XBOX live can online... he's a very good friend... i ain't kinda shy on what i share with him... cause he's from aus... while i'm in sing... let me tell u what i know bout him larh...

i call him "filmer" as that his nick name.... we don't really tell each other our real names anywies... he's 18 and had a girlfriend for 6 years... lost his virginity at 14 lol.. yup... that he told me.... oh and he is a millionare too!! casue his job earn him bout 14 mill a month... what job i won't say but hahahaha thats according to him larh... i not really sure... but he has 2 xbox360 and 2 of everygame.... so he's quite well off... anywies... i told him bout some of my girl troubles and he gave me a advise...... be who i am.... they don't care what u have or how u look,( ok maybe abit o how u look but stil...) i just need my personality......"personality".... i thought bout it... the whole night... what type of personality am i? what i think i am is a loner... hee hee... i don't mingle well with big crowds... when someone better comes along, i just disappear like the wind... after all... they won't realise that i'm gone... yup thats what i am.... a loner...

i try really hard not to be one... but each time i see someone better coming, i make stupid excuses and run away from it...i can't seem to help it... think its becoming more of a habit liaws.....maybe i got a "personality" problem hahahahaha....don't know how i'm going to life the rest of my life.... hahahahaha... depending too much on god to lead me... but each time i seem to stray away from the path he's given me... only coming back when i've lost my way and he found me once again to lead me back... but then i'll stray away again.... hahahaha maybe god should like leash me or something..... that way it will be harder for me to stray eh?? hahahaha....

2006-11-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

in 2 hrs and 30 mins time will be my first papaer of this sem...... don't really feel prepared for it... in fact i don't eve feel like taking the paper.... mind thinking too much atm... heart is screaming in pain...drowning in it's own tears... that how i feel right now larh... seriously low moral... don't think i'll do well lor if this keeps up....they say chocolate can kill ur sorrows... so i went out to buy a packets of MnMs... finished to whole packet......think i felt better.... yesterday i was looking through the past messages in my phone... it seems i've got alot of messages in there from a long way back... roughlt bout may that period.... reading them again my heart kinda felt like whole again..... i guess thoses was the time when i felt that i was someone... but nows... i'm nobody... HA.... really does suit me doesn't it.... nobody....

sometims is blame god for making me who i am..... then i realised that god may have made me... but it's my decisions that make me who i am... i just haven't treasured the moments god had given me time and time again..... promises i've made.... i've broke... what a fool i am...

now i make sure what promises i made to him will be kept... from now till the time i see him... all will be met... never again shall i break his heart....

let me end this post with a prayer....
"Lord.... i pray that u'll forgive me for all my sins.... guide me along the path u've chosen for me.. help me throught the pain, sorrow,betrayal.... let me know that i'll never be alone again... for i know that u'll always be beside me.... give me faith to overcome doubts... give me strength to overcome fear...i pray that u'll give me the chance i seek... in ur name i pray.. amen..."

2006-11-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

hahahaha oh wait... i just remembered... my family going off to japan for 11 days tml.. and i'll be ALL ALONE!!! wahh!!! so sad....... really sad.... life is horrible... wahhh.. hard to catch a break..... hias..... but anywies... anyone wanna bunk over at my house??? ^^

2006-11-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

Hias..... only a few more days to the exams.. and i still have alot to learn lor....if only she would come down... hias... anywies... now i'm at moberly studying... hahahaha ok i was studying now blogging.. take a bit of a break...^^ anywies yeah.. here super empty lor!!! thought i went wrong place... today first time here anywies... very de nice place... very good for studying... not like T16... too many ppl there liaws... so today i thought i give moberly a try.. hahaha!! thinking back to the past where i was so alone..... spend each day watching tv, reading books... hardly ever go out... and now.. siting alone.. ha.... it was a very good feelin.. no worries... no pain... nothing... but always there was something missing....^^ ah wells... past is the past... look forward ahahaha!!..

lets talk bit bout yesterday since i never update... yeah same thing... went to school at 8 also..... was empty at that time but round 9 ppl started rolling in... gotten quite nosiy so cannot study... then at 9:30 i called ash.... ask her see if she coming down not... and she say no... ouch..... ^^ yeah then i didn't quite study from then on larh.. so i packed my things and went home... was bout 11 plus by the time i left... then i realised i haven't eaten at all hahahaha not even breakfast... so i went to mac and bought a big mac... and i made a big discovery... one can finish a big mac in 6 bites^^ hahaahahaha!!! yup.... in 6 bite hahahahaha.. drowning my sorrows in burger... hias.... feeling very de down.... at that point... anywies got home bout 12 and went to sleep.... then bout the afternoon.... there was this freak storm.. casue a blackout at my house... thunder and lighting was flashing outside my house..... i didn't care... just contiune sleeping..... as i thought of what had been, the thunder just keeps getting louder and louder..... but it just can't seem to block out that voice in my head..... finally i was able to sleep... woke up bout 7,.... went to have my dinner and played a few games.... then round 12 my sister came back from tawian... hahahaha and i finally got my vodoo doll.... she got me this cute cupid doll... very nice.... hahaha... yeah then that reall bout it yesterday..... now i think i better get back to studying liaws....hahaha!!

2006-11-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

crap day... come to school today at 8am to study PEEE.... then study 2 hrs plus plus then sian liaws.... crap larh... then at bout 9:30 jordan came... then at 10 plus more of the year 2s came..... but where the hells are the year 1s orh....

crap larh super bored.... don't know where they all go orh... ppl message them all never reply!! RawR!!!! think i go jump into lake drown myself liaws......sucky day..... further updates along the way... just waithing for them to happen only..... hope something good happen lor....

2006-11-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

ARH!!! I'm so confused with my life larh!!!..

exams coming up le.. and i haven't even start to study larh!!! so many things i don't know how to do orh...then also deep in feeling not very de good lor... very de confused bout what i want to do sia... sometime i really hate myself for being who i am larh.... so manything i want to say but don't know hows... why cause i'm afraid to lose her... hais..RawR.... no mood to study liaws larh... really sadded.... was so looking foward to the exams and stuff larh.. but then nows... feel so lost and down... pity there ain't a script written for us when we are born... life would be so much easier following it lors... why can't i have a break......

2006-11-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

This is quite a nice chain letter i recieved today... explains quite alot^^ hahahahaha hope u all enjoy it^^

The Lovers of the Heart

In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.

Article 1:

Statement of Love: The Kiss

1.Kiss on the hand = I adore you

2.Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends

3.Kiss on the neck = I want you

4.Kiss on the lips = I love you

5.Kiss on the ears = I am just playing

6.Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away

7.Look in your eyes = kiss me

8.Playing with your hair = I can't live without you

9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go

Article 2:

The Three Steps

1.Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2.Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3.Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3:

The Commandments

1.Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

Remember, a peach is a peach, a plum is a plum, a kiss isn't a kiss, without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1.They will always smell good even if its just shampoo.

2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.

3.How cute they look when they sleep.

4.The ease in which they fit into our arms.

5.The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.

6.How cute they are when they eat.

7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.

8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.

9.The way they look good no matter what they wear.

10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the mostbeautiful thing on this earth.

11.How cute they are when they argue.

12.The way her hand always finds yours.

13.The way they smile.

14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.

15.The way she says lets not fight anymore!! even though you know that an hour later....

16.The way they kiss when you do something nice for them.

17.The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".

18.Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry.

20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.

21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.

22.Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. even though we don't admit it)!

23.The way they say "I miss you".

24.The way you miss them.

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

2006-10-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! don't know how to decribe my day orh today!!! so much things happened!! time nows is 12:06 am... going to take shower first before i type out everything!!! hahahah!!!!

oks... finish shower liaws.... ahh what time nows??? its 12:18!! hahaha 12 mins to shower!! fast right!! cause i wanna type out everything before i forget the details!! hahahaha!!! let start from today morning to the end oks??

this morning woke up at 7am... still quick sadden bout yesterday..... took shower eat breakfast BAH BAH BAH.. then bout 7:50 YY called asking me to follow him to school! so i follow lor! then reach school at bout 8:40 plus plus!!! then think she came ealier larh or something anywies... we hardly exchange words... not even a normal greeting larh!.. only her sister still talked to me... so was even sadden by that..but i try to hid...

then later were divide into 3 groups to go collect the newspaper... we finished our blocks super fast sia!! thanks to the year 2s and 3s... they work very de fast fast... finished the job wih more than an hr to spare.... so in the end we ended up helping others with their blocks...

when i was helping her group also never talk much.. hias.... SO SADDENING!!!...anywies... again i hid it larh.... then as if it couldn't get worse... i lost my phone!! i was super low low liaws larh....my group tried to call my phone but cannot hear it... so we suspect it is lost somewhere in the HUGE pile of newspapaer....

yeah so in the end i got to follow them all the way back to tuas to help unload the truck and find my phone larh.........then later i found out that the year 1s all going to watch movie later... then the show was starting at 6:50 at MS... but i reached dover at 6:40... so i told them i'll not be joining them larh!! anywies she wasn't there also... so no point^^......

so far the day is worse then yesterday sia... but then i think someone up there decide to give me a break... when i followed the truck back to tuas... we slowly unloaded the newspaper and stuff while someone calls my phone... and true enough i heard the ring tone of my phone!!! " dancing in the moonlight".... so yeah larh... finally got a break...

then later i went back home to take a nice shower ( my mother picked me up from the MRT!! so nice right!! get to save 60 cents on the bus fare^^) anywies... yeah got ready at bout 7:30 and left bout 8.....and i reached city hall at bout 9.. i got off the train and made my way to the escalator... but just before reaching it... i have a sudden urge to look to my left... and guess who i saw!!! ASHLEYNA and her sister!! hahahha!!! talk about luck sia!!! hahaha!!

i shouted after them larh.. but they never heard... they were boarding the train i took larh!! hahahaha!! so i ran after them!! finally got her attention just before the door closes!!! and i also manage to put in a word "HI" WAHHahahahahahaha!!!!^^ hee hee.... anywies... i finally say what i wanna say liaws!! hahahaha!!! yup just that last part very de important!!! hahahaha!!! wells going to sleep nows le..... think tml will be a better day!!! hahaha nightz!!!!

2006-10-27T10:24:00.000+08:00

Crap.... what a way to start my day orh..... woke up too early this morning...couldn't get back to sleep so went to bath and get ready for school... but its was only 8:40 by the time i was ready.. so kinda have 1 hr to waste before i need to go off to school... so i jusr slacked at the living room reading the news paper....

then at 9:30 my dad came back and offered me a ride to school.. so i just hopped on larh.. then when reached school.. was only 9:40 lor!! got 20 plus mins to watse in school... then hell...from bad it turn worse.. i forgot to bring my wallet... yups... cause my dad gave ma a ride i forgot to bring my wallet... so kinda stuck liaws... also never eat breakfast.. DIE larh so hungry... but good thing got friend!!"YY" hee hee... asked him to bring some money for me to take bus home^^

so far my day in like kinda wasting away right.. yeah... but that ain't the end cause next is my life going to be wasted...

i went to meet up with siew kai.... to get back my hard drive... yeah,, she having lesson at T12 there so i waited below for her... then when she came, we talked abit here and there wasting time... then also she never eat so i just sticked around lor.. anywies my class also haven't start yet..... then ashleyna came.... we were near the vending machine at the evelator there.... i saw her walking towards us... and there i was thinking...."shit!! she is like so going to get the wrong idea!!" crap... then at that moment i tried to say hi but then when she reached the vending machine, she just looked at themachine andturned away and walked off...(dang i so didn't get a chance to explain!!! RawR!!!) ... wahh feel like shit right nows larh... then siew kai also needed to go off liaws... so i tried to go find her... but couldn't... hias... WHY!!!!

god sure has a funny way of setting our lifes for us... ho hum.... nows i'm in my first lesson of the day... yeah is now 10:10 when i first started typing this.... nows 10:40 liaws... wahh... wish i could start the day over again...RawR!!!!!

2006-10-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

Crap... I'm starting to don't like the seniors larh.... always steal my food... hias... don't u get it!! it's not for u all!!! its for her!!! HER!! HER!!!!!!!!!!! hees joking onies!!! hahahahaha!!!

hias....finished my lessons at 12 today.. so again went to club to finish my liasion job thingy.... yup so i was kinda like there doing my work larh then felt a wee bit hungry.... so went to KFC to get a zinger meal and a pop chicken with cheese^^ delicious... yeah so i was like eating just outside the club and stuff... was eating a burger so obviously noone will steal food from me... but when i took out the pop chicken it was a diff matter... hands appear from all direction^^ hahahaha before i knew it... half of it was gone :'( so sad right.... anywiesyeah i kinda suck cause i was still hungry... but got work to do so must get back to work....

and it seems i'm not the only one who was busy lor... she was busy too.... way way busy..... cause it seems that she never did mangae to eat her lunch... yup cause she got gems at 1 to 3 then after that she kinda went out to buy stuff for her captball thingy.. and didn't return till evening time... so i asumed that she didn't eat anything since morning.....( of course unless she also never eat breakfast lar then i really don't know how she can tahan orh... so long without food...) i wan kinda hungry anywies so i went to buy 2 Large popcorn chicken was thinking of giving one to her... but before i reach her, my seniors from the club raped my chicken.... so was only left with one box... yeah at least i manage to share some with her... but i think that wasn't like enough( do u think 3 peices was enough?? NO RIGHT) so again i went back to see what else i could get my hands on...... on my way there i was anqi there beside the pizza stall... so she asked me if i wanna share cost with her to buy pizza.... then i thought its been like since when i had pizza..( erm like just LAST WEEK??) anywies... i shared cost with her and also bought and other extra pizza to make sure if the seniors were to rape my food again i would at least have enough.....

so back i went again....and ture enough the seniors was there waiting... but what i didn't expect was that there was some year 3 there too!!! crap... and so most of the pizza was eaten by them and she only manage to get one piece... and my wallet is empty so couldn't buy anymore... hias... life kinda sucks for me... anywies was time for the training to begin so got to go liaws....

then after the training when i left, se was still in school.. so i send her an sms asking her to remember to eat something... don't work until forget to eat, not good for her body...... then she replied saying" thanks, i can take care of myself".... i was like erm.... hello!!!! ppl trying to show u some concern here.... can u plz don't be so strong?? i'm a guy i r girl!!... but of course i didn't send that larh.. it was just a thought.... yeah... RawR...

-=[My life sucks... now its sucked... trying to make things right again]=-

2006-10-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

almost 12 liaws..... just finished eating so cannot sleep yets.... so think i shall blog!!! yeah!!!

oks... so what happened today???

ahhh yes... i was very very happy ealier today..... hahahahhaha.... think u knw the reason so i'll shall skip this bit ks???

ahh then yeah.. that was ealier in the afternoon... nows is kinda sad..... cause again i've failed... hias.... how many times liaws arh... hmmm think bout 5 time le bah....... RawR!!!! why is it always the same reason... chicken nuggets(hee hee long long time no use this liaw right wayne??^^)

like the new song anyone?? the tiltle is "cry".... really like this song larh... cause its exactly how i feel nows... cry!!!!

what am i to do.....